Tuesday, March 18, 2008


My mind is spinin
My brain is cloudy
Yet all dese fake dudes tryin ta b around me
Man man wat is this
Y are dey here y is this dis
Snitches tad a front da front snitches ta da bac
Why is dis dis y is dis dat
I walk in skool n I see smiles
Am I walkin blind or just n denile
I guess I gues I just smile bac
But im still lookin fad a knife in my bac
I guess I guess I just step bac
servay my surroundin yes itz like dat

Da snitches man dey tryin ta hide
But dey don’t know dat dey cant survive
Dey don’t know dey numbaz ben call
Red dot on da head pretty soon dell fall

a place for me

Sometimes I stay up late n wonder will I have a place in heaven
I had done had dirty thoughts in my mind is da age of seven
Will dere b a place fa me
Wanted ta kill my father fa leaven me b4 I even turned three
Grew up angry n bitter
So in heaven will dis make me loser
I hope im a winner
Can da lord forgive such a sinner
A young man dat dreamt of bloody hands
who got trills from seeing da pain of anotha man
was I ever da keeper of my brotha man
did I eva even look afta anotha man
or was it all about me
I wonder does da lord weep fa my soul wen he looks down at me
Cuz im da one dat wanted ta down dat G
See him on da ground slain
Watch da blood drip out from every individual vain
I wonder is dis why I feel so much pain
I wonder where I will go wen da lord turns the power off on my game
Where can I go ta get away from dis pain
Staren up at my father screamin out my pain in da rain
If itz mind ova matter den I should feel no pain
Stare down at my wrist wonderin should I cut out dis vain
Head spinning no answers ta my questions
Heaven is my ultimate goal did I forget ta mention
Let not dese words dat I speak deter you from wat im tryin ta say
Up in heaven on da clouds is where I want my body ta lay
But I wonder from all da things I did and said
Will my father stretch out his hands n say ay my feet u may rest your head
Why must we feel so much heart ache n sarrow
Consequences fa livin taday cuz we aint promised tamarow
Dis life on earth aint even ours it barrowed
Now I understand y dey say parting is such sweet sarrow
Cuz just cuz we here taday don’t mean we will be here tamarow
So taday ill live my life da only way that I can
In hopes dat if I die I will see my father stretch out his mighty hand
So that I mite just sit at his feet
I hope that when dere will b a place for me

Dnb fa life 22

words that i live by

Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate.Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure.It is our light, not our darkness that most frightens us.We ask ourselves, Who am I to be brilliant,gorgeous, talented, fabulous?Actually, who are you not to be?You are a child of God.Your playing small does not serve the world.There is nothing enlightened about shrinkingso that other people won't feel insecure around you.We are all meant to shine, as children do.We were born to make manifest the glory of God that is within us.It is not just in some of us; it is in everyone.And as we let our own light shine, we unconsciouslygive other people permission to do the same.As we are liberated from our own fear,our presence automatically liberates others.